Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option.

I do it to my self. I hope things will change when I know the truth is they never will.

Day one,

seems like yesterday,

our words were notes,

our notes created melodies

and together we created a song,

Lasting till early morning,

Laughing, talking

racing against time,

Today,

our song is now a symphony,

our words,

our notes

our melodies,

learning from each other,

making each other better,

Today,

with you by my side,

with these moments weaving together to make memories,

Our single united thread becomes stronger

as they are weaved together,

some will be pulled and stretched,

and sometimes broken,

creating holes we must patch,

so lets build what we have,

and nurture what we've made,

our song,

our smiles,

our day.

New Beginings

I don't lack self confidence, what I lack is self respect. There have been many times in my life when I try to believe in the good of people, by doing that in many cases I have let those people walk all over me. Just the other day I was thinking of a friend that I had known, we were great friends and he did something horrible to me(long story). After this incident I pretended like it never happened, I figured forgetting about it would be easier than confronting the situation. What I realized is that pretending made things easier but in the end diminished the self respect I once had. I kept my mouth shut, when I know if I could go back I would have done the right thing.

These last years instead of blossoming into the person I thought I would be I have withered away. I was a flower that slowly died just before reaching her peak of beauty. I cannot blame this on the strong rays of the sun, I can only blame it on my self. I have taken a few steps back, now its time to take a few leaps forward.