Dear 805, I've been here for almost ummm.... 9 -10 months. As much as you'll always have a place in my heart I get very angry at some of the people that live here. Maybe thats why I enjoy working in social services and making a difference because maybe just maybe I could help someone find opportunities to take them where they need to be.
I sorta wanna move back to the 619 I left because i needed to at the time. It was filled with cold, horrible memories for me to be able to heal properly. I love my family I love my friends but the 805 seems to interest me less and less. Okay well Santa Paula is the black hole i need to get out of not Ventura County as a whole just a few spots that really anger.

But the longer I am here the more I get over what the past has punished me with and grow stronger to make the moves I need to make. May that be San Diego or San Francisco I'll be ready when that day comes. I will apply to grad school soon and I am looking forward to this, if I stay local or if I move either way I will be happy with where life takes me.