Never Quite Discussed

you're the closest thing i know to love so
let me in
the moon is glowing white
and time's a-wasting
and don't you want to know
what happens when
we start at the start
before it becomes that thing
that broke my heart in two
we've been here before
that place where we dwell until
we find we both want something more

so let's pretend that for a moment
we have never loved before
touch my skin
and i will kiss your lips and
we can both ignore
that feeling of wait,
what happens in time
i know this is cool for now
but i just might change my mind
and leave
you there in the dust
i know that you love me a lot
but it was never quite discussed

Inspiration

To be inspired or to inspire others?

We are social beings that feed off of each others energy. I sometimes feel disconnected from life.

Or is that being an adult? I want to be part of something great in my lifetime yet as time goes by I feel its becoming less likely.

To be considered successful in life we must fit a blue print. Many people don't fit that blue print. Does that really make us unsuccessful or just different.

As Dr. Choi once said -You are all squares, everyone else is a triangle. To be a triangle you need to cut off part of you.... but would you really cut off your leg or arm to be like someone else? No because that is a part of you-

To be inspired or to inspire.... I'd like a little of both.

Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option.

I do it to my self. I hope things will change when I know the truth is they never will.

Day one,

seems like yesterday,

our words were notes,

our notes created melodies

and together we created a song,

Lasting till early morning,

Laughing, talking

racing against time,

Today,

our song is now a symphony,

our words,

our notes

our melodies,

learning from each other,

making each other better,

Today,

with you by my side,

with these moments weaving together to make memories,

Our single united thread becomes stronger

as they are weaved together,

some will be pulled and stretched,

and sometimes broken,

creating holes we must patch,

so lets build what we have,

and nurture what we've made,

our song,

our smiles,

our day.

New Beginings

I don't lack self confidence, what I lack is self respect. There have been many times in my life when I try to believe in the good of people, by doing that in many cases I have let those people walk all over me. Just the other day I was thinking of a friend that I had known, we were great friends and he did something horrible to me(long story). After this incident I pretended like it never happened, I figured forgetting about it would be easier than confronting the situation. What I realized is that pretending made things easier but in the end diminished the self respect I once had. I kept my mouth shut, when I know if I could go back I would have done the right thing.

These last years instead of blossoming into the person I thought I would be I have withered away. I was a flower that slowly died just before reaching her peak of beauty. I cannot blame this on the strong rays of the sun, I can only blame it on my self. I have taken a few steps back, now its time to take a few leaps forward.